It Was Just Like Dancing

Rainy Street at Night from Car

And after the Breath

There was dance

Dance upon Dance

Dancing the Dance


The Flow of which

Is Endless

The separation

And Duality between

Us, Be But Illusion

No more confusion

Seeing with Truth and

Here, I am, for We are




Ep. 2.2 – J. Wading Through the Stream – Renewal

“It’s fun as fuck though…” ~ The Generalissimo 

Lighthouse and Sunset Dramatic Sky Edit

As we open up to allowing, we begin to see, hear, and feel The Spirit and Its expression in everything, Life around us, AND most importantly, our very own lives.  This is where ‘the veil parts’ and those moments of openness are when one exists in the Flow State of Being and that is where Knowing resides.

By Knowing, I don’t mean it’s knowing it all or being a know it all.  More so Knowing in this spiritual sense is the ability to see, hear, feel something that has not yet manifested in our conscious experience.  The shackle is fear, doubt, shame, insert whatever that makes one feel like a full Life of Love, is undeserved here.

Next time you feel inspired and the first doubt creeps in, before it consumes, PAUSE, then simply ask:


Why am I in doubt of myself when something within in my +Being feels so pono (righteous, sound, whole, will benefit the world)?

There is not a single good answer for the doubt.  But there are roots.

The roots for much of our dysfunction can be found in the internalization of falsehoods that get implanted early on.

“Dumb kid.”

“You’re no good.”

“Too fat.”

“You’re ugly.”

“This, that, otherwise…”

People we love plant these seeds.  But we water them.  As we release and forgive ourselves for being who we are, as we are, the water of Life can be redirected.  Not only will we feel better, we will feel compassion for those falsehoods are not the Truth of those we Love.

They are just weapons of the Adversary, creeping in, soiling the Inner Me, in turn flipping our own Egos into the Enemy, pawns of the agenda of Fear, that a corrupt level of (un)consciousness uses to control.  We need not be bound by such limitation.

We need only BE.  We need only BREATHE.  We need only BELIEVE.

Jesus said that all we needed was Faith the size of a mustard seed.  A mustard seed!  A little itty, bitty, super tiny mustard seed!  Faith gets mixed for many, so think of it this way, all we need is HOPE.

If a single candle can Light a room, imagine what HOPE can do for the dark corners of a single Life.  Imagine if many candles came together, what collective HOPE could do for the dark corners of a collective world.

I’ll tell you this much, perhaps we would see.

Aloha Harder.

Ep. 2.1 – J. Wading Through the Stream – A New Release

“Everything is coming together as we steadily come apart.” ~ The Maui Mystic



What an interesting concept.

September this time out of the corral has by far been a walk to remember as it’s replayed my walk from seven years past (that you can read about here) in a way I could not imagine.  As we’ve reflected before, the deeper one goes, the more expanded consciousness becomes, and wow.

‘Wow’ is the only fitting word to describe #thefeels that I’m feeling right now as Life and the World around me continues to shift.

The month began with a move into a new space and again wow, the energy, wow oh wow oh wow! It’s included multiple Light Meditation sessions and has brought me back to doing the spiritual work I thought was over (in case you new here, I used to give readings and do intense spiritual work with folks).  From the get go, I’ve given a blessing, been asked to do a blessing for a cousin who is like my sister (yay Cybil!), recorded a download of spiritual reflection, which I hope is a blessing of Aloha to those who hear it, and I feel ever more in tune with The Spirit and feeling The Creator’s Presence all around.

It’s definitely been full as I’ve opened up to really seeing and feeling the expression of God throughout my Life.  As I’ve felt the abundance in such fullness, my cup is truly overflowing.

How did I get here?

How am I this calm cat who’s stoked about existence?  When last J. Waded through the stream, we talked about embracing the suck.  That’s integral.

A friend and guide in my own Journey shared:

Everything is coming together as we steadily come apart.

Now, if that’s not some poetry that shatters duality, I don’t know what else might be.

As I’ve deconstructed myself and my world views time and time again, focusing on Love, Freedom, and Allowing the Full Authentic Expression of my +Being as God Created me to Be, it’s been a mix of intense bliss coupled with overwhelming sadness.

At the center of existence, there is a place where it all connects.  I’ve long thought the moment held it all.  By all, I mean experiences of feeling: happiness, sadness, anger, depression, and so on.  Similar to Love and Fear being at extreme opposites, the same can be said of different experiences and the feelings they evoke.  Yet in the center point, when one strips away all the bullshit of the mind, you’ll see it, KNOW that place, and how it feels.

It is where connection is planted in Love.

To look upon the world with bias is to fail to realize the connection of Love in all occurrences in our Life.  A connection can be in Nature, in a moment with a Friend, or alone.  It can be experienced in the highs and the low.

Those threads, those are the ties that if studied, will lead one to the spiritual liberation that the great ones who came before pointed us towards.

Don’t believe in mediocrity.  Believe in Greatness.  To achieve Greatness, in Consciousness, first and foremost, be willing to say fuck all the bullshit, and rise up to see the active co-creation of this.

If you are willing to go through the looking glass, I promise you that you will:

Recognize where we get too bound by condition.

Do that, and thou shalt be healed.

Because guess what?  The shackles aren’t real…


It Was Like Breathing

As I walked through the Dream arriving at the moment, once seen in the Ether, and it was just like that, at last I could breathe…

Hugging Maltese Dog Puppy


To breathe is to be inspired
As God courses Love through
Each Moment
Love, Love, Love
Held Up, Down, and WITHIN
The Moment
I could breathe
I could breathe
I could breathe
Nothing forced
No fear
Just inspired

“It’s Whatever Jason”

Wonderful Rose Flower Close Up
It’s Whatever
Wherever the Journey takes us
I knows this because I flows I been told this I suppose this is
He say, Step
We step
He say, Wait
We wait
He say Love, Just Love
Just Love
It’s Whatever
Wherever the Journey takes us
It takes us, never fakes us, truly makes us
As it takes us
He say, Love Fully, So much
The One, Who Keeper
He say, Open My Heart
For sure
It’s Whatever
Wherever the Journey takes us
The Creator leads us
We must just trust

Faith in Action


“I am the Way, the Truth and the Light
Come follow me and I will give you rest”

The way is one with the Path, the Truth is Love, which in turn is Light.

Following the Path in such a way reveals the Truth of Love found in all experiences which can only be found or experienced by letting the Light reach the farthest corners of each life.

When Jesus spoke of Faith, he spoke of Belief. Faith at times is convoluted with religion. They are not tied together. One can have Faith and no religion. One can have religion and no Faith.

Humanity minces words when it fails to believe and engages in practices which run contra to the innate loving flow that is inherent in All of Creation and seen when one observes living beings.

When Creation was breathed into existence, it was done so with Love, which was the first born child. The eldest has often the challenge of leading a family and in turn, all that follow have a hard time living up to the first born. Just as Jesus was the first to walk a Path in fullness in attaining full illumination and Siddharta was the first to walk a Path in acceptance, both examples are meant that those to come walk Without question, period.

The walk in Faith is one of profound Belief. If I lead you to water and command you not to drink, you do not drink. Why? People have become so consumed with questions that Faith is almost non-existent in this day and age. Teachings must involve the trials, the errors, and ultimately the reminders:

God is Love.

God created this All.

Therefore, God got this.

If I lead you to the water and compel you not to drink, there is a reason for that. If you do not know the reason, it doesn’t matter. That is Faith in action. If you ignore and drink then get sick, what is there now?

When the questions stop, one no longer is out of alignment, in league with the Adversary, and is in full alignment with The Path as created to lead one home to the LORD.

All Paths are unconventional. While some might be more ‘Christian’ than others, each Life has its twists and turns and I

SEE all
HEAR all
KNOW all

For I Am ALL

If I lead you into Darkness, there is purpose to this. I mold, I refine, I cultivate the righteous being within each. I use all the that is available to shape each on their Path.

“Judge not that ye be judged.”

Forgive what might seem like misstep and folly for I, The LORD, make no mistake. When I shape a person via their Path it is because I am reaching out that s/he understand what it is to believe.

Be a Light unto the world much as those who came before you. Not all will hear these words as they are intended. But everyone will feel them and their effect.

For years you have been learning what it means and feels like to have your connection on the pulse.

This truly is only the beginning. I have given you a great many pieces to slide together the picture of your Life. I have broken you down because for a time you were not malleable. I have spoken through a great many that you listen.

This Journey has always been about you connecting in depth in Spirit. No one will understand that until you believe entirely in that. Your belief is strong.

But there is more.

So much more.

Release your timelines and watch as I make your Life blossom.

Keep walking and know that I Am leads you always.

Note: This came through to me at 4:00am on September 5th, 2017.  I’d woken for about 3 weeks straight around that time. ~ JMAW

Spoken Word – Hunting Season

Sunset Palms, Dubai

Beneath the shade I wait
I. Me. I. Be.
Riding the back of a Tiger you see
Worse than Shere Khan, but this Jungle is no book so look here Mowgli, I ain’t crippled
By collective ego false fear, don’t be shook, I got you, my attention is pointed at the puppet masters pulling our strings from their fake shadows…

Cause I let go and walked beyond the veil to return with a message

Yeah dat’s right, I am the ego’s worst nightmare
In this waking dream I am the terror
That the ones with so much money
Should feel funny
About walking through these streets
You see I am the richest of all
For Aloha, Love, Love Love Love is what I seek, this Love fuels me
Guides me, uses me to give a message

Aloha is real, Such Love, I feel it in my Soul, listen up for a few more minutes, for some this might be the only Aloha you will know

This ain’t a hallucination
This is woke meditation
These aren’t blank bullets I am firing from my Heart’s Loving Gun
This is the Light from The Prophet
Sent to walk the Urban Streets

Beneath the Shade I lay in wait,
shrouded in black because my Light
Just too bright,
The black I wear just deep enough
So you can’t see my blood that I bleed
from this wide open Heart
that’s right here on my sleeve.

I ain’t gone be scared
No, no, no I ain’t gone be scared
I lost all I had to hold on to and was reborn
So that I could understand why We need to live and Love fully

And not just learn but feel why he needed to leave
When he died on the cross, that maybe, just maybe
in Love, the True Path, we’d believe

If you wish

You think that’s a nightmare, you think mass media is telling us the Truth, when ad sales tell the true tales?

Beneath the shade I wait
I. Me. I. Be. I Am.

I is We, her, him, that one here, this one there, we.
We are the nightmares because we the people are the powerful. We bankroll them. When enough of us align our social movement shall shake the hills of all capitols for we roll with Love, Love Sent from Above, for one cannot worship both money and God, you know what I mean?

To the wealthy who are empty, y’all better run, cause I ain’t firing warning shots here, no, no, no I am activating all these Hearts, each and every Loving Gun.

You can raise our taxes and create more wars, you can deny us medical, but you cannot take away a smile when we find it, you cannot snuff a blaze out, when the spark’s already been lit.

Beneath the shade I wait
I. Me. I. Be. I Am. I is We.

We the Tiger, so guess what, if you’re elitist and think you’re better than anyone else socio/economically, Your time is up, and Here we come, We the Tiger and We hungry for Freedom, it’s time to feast, you’ll see